I know I haven't posted in awhile and I apologize. I started a new job back in July and it was full time. I had to get out of nursing for awhile. I won't get into the reasons, but it was mostly a family decision. Plus my last employer... well, I don't believe in burning bridges.
So I did some work for a company recently. I thought it was a dream come true. Everything was done at home, my breaks coincided with my son returning from school. But it's amazing how boring sitting at a desk on a computer can be. I mean it's fine if you can get up enough and stretch, but I ended up with back to back constant calls. It was great when I was in my month of training. But that month of "training" was so different than what I would be taking calls on. It was basically "learn as you go". But when you frequently have an irate person on the phone (which I frequently did) and you have no clue what you're supposed to be doing, it gets very stressful. And I did realize getting out of nursing would mean a HUGE pay cut. Like 75%. So they pay was terrible and I still missed nursing.
Then I started having alot of issues with swelling. It was so bad I could only waddle. I couldn't bend my ankles. I hear it's a common side effect that comes with taking Gabapentin. But that eventually went away because I couldn't imagine a world without Gabapentin. (I will also talk later about my recent experiences with Gabapentin). Good thing about this job is the insurance. I've had to go without insurance, which was catastrophic with serious chronic conditions. Not having a doctors care was bad.
Then I start having a real upset stomach. I would lay in bed experimenting with what I could or couldn't tolerate. It was mostly water, Sprite, and mashed potatoes. I literally lived on that for weeks. But I was still throwing that up. Then it became just Sprite and water. Then just water. Then, even water burned my stomach. And trying to deal with irate customers, or simply a company that lacked good management and communication skills was too much for me. I'd be on the phone with someone and ready to throw up any second. I was too weak to even sit at a computer at home all day. Breaks meant laying in bed in agony for 15 minutes twice a day, lunch was an hour of crawling in to bed with bad abdominal pain, and alot of crying. I told my boss and went to the ER 3 times with severe dehydration. I provided documentation to my boss and she put me on a Leave of Absence. The CT scans showed stones in my appendix. Not sure if that's what it was. But the dr said my appendix wasn't infected so he wasn't going to do surgery or antibiotics. But I'm loaded with Zofran, Bentyl, and another medication. Not to mention Toradol for the pain too.
But the CT scan also showed rheumatoid arthritis in my left sacroiliac joint in my left hip. It's ironic because I always had pain on that side that I thought was sciatica. But I'm not sure if SI joint arthritis can irritate the sciatic nerve causing pain.
Anyways, so I found a new doctor! And he's a doll baby. He's at Covington One Medical on 278 here. It's urgent care/primary care. He spent a good 30+ minutes on me. I told him about the RA find and he said it doesn't just show up in one joint, so he was skeptical. Then he checked many of my joints. Sure enough, he said I had arthritis in all my joints. OMG! What the heck? I had no clue. Yeah I'm achey alot, but I figured I was just being a cry baby.
So now we have type 1 diabetes with no insulin production capabilities. I have rheumatoid arthritis. And I also have a hormone or chemical that is attacking my thyroid. All are autoimmune diseases. Why am I being flooded with autoimmune diseases? Is it possible lupus is the cause? I guess I have to have an antibody test to see if it is lupus. It would explain ALOT. But I don't want lupus.
So what about the neuropathy and gabapentin? Well I went from 300 mg twice a day to 600 mg three times a day, now to 800 mg four times a day. Not on narcotics or anything. Next step would be Lyrica, which is similar, but different than gabapentin. I don't believe there's a generic for it, but there are alot of coupons and patient assistance programs available if I qualify. More tests are needed because the doctor I met in the same practice yesterday thinks it could also be something involving my spine and wants to do xrays. But I have to do things a little at a time. My pathetic insurance, BCBS PPO has a $2600 deductable. No way I'll meet that. So I still pay high premiums and they pay nothing. Basically it's as good as catastrophic only insurance. And it was the better of the two that this employer offers. The other was Kaiser and doesn't work well in this area. Plus it had a higher deductable.
I have never in my life seen health care become SO bad. If this is the effect Obama has on health care he just proved he's a failure. I'm SO upset.
But some good news. I have dealt with blood pressures that are sky high since I had pre-eclampsia with my younger son. It was supposed to go away after he was delivered, but it never did. I've been on bp meds off and on for 11 years. Dr. Stewart started me on Coreg twice a day. Yesterday at my follow up I was not 200/120 like Ive seen in the past. I was 118/80!!!!! I'm so happy!!! My heart no longer beats twice a second at rest. (120 beats a minute) I am now in the 90's. We're getting there!!!!! And he added Zocor for cholesterol for heart health. I don't know what my cholesterol is. But we are working to protect my heart and brain by preventing heart attack and stroke. Liver enzymes a little high, but not dangerous. No kidney damage despite having diabetes for 15 years or so. Which is amazing. Last a1c was 13.6. That's astronomical. Suicidal. So still working on that. Trying to find ways to afford insulin.
I do have anxiety issues that I've dealt with since losing my brother to suicide 10 years ago. I have an unrealistic fear of something bad happening to someone I love. Phone calls scare me because that's how I learned of my brothers death. I will not talk on the phone more than I have to. My oldest son wants to be a police officer. Even his job now has put his life at risk. So that might create unreasonable worry on my part. So I take a strong anti-anxiety benzodiazepine. Now they want to ease me off of it and replace it with an anti-depressant that also works on anxiety. I'm skeptical because I don't like this class of drugs. I've taken a few that left me shaking and throwing up. Bad drugs.
So, really all I want is diabetes in control, no blood pressure issues, no arthritis, no pain, no worry. It's depressing all this stuff is happening. It's insane! And right now there's no end in sight for the pain. It's day and night.
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
Thursday, July 2, 2015
Volunteer Nursing and Society
So tomorrow I am going to be getting started with a new company (confidential) where I will be helping people out from my home office exclusively. No more working in the hospital where my idea of being a nurse and caring for people, and their idea of what patient #239023 should get, are complete opposites. I will be sure to blog about it at some other time. I just want to help people. Seriously. When you've worked in any position where you have made a positive change in someone's life, it really adds to your own personal positivity. And it's like a drug. You want to help more and more.
When I was first starting my nursing career I volunteered at a free clinic run by a church here in town. It was for people who did not have insurance, and therefore lacked proper health care. Doctors and nurses from the area volunteered their time to keep this clinic running. The Solid Rock Baptist church provided the space for us to set up stations where we could do a basic assessment on patients before they went on to see the physician. There were phlebotomists who would draw blood. To be honest, I don't know which company the blood was sent off to. But everything was free to the patients. Local grocery stores even donated over the counter products that were nearing their expiration date, like Tylenol, lotion, contact lens solution, etc And people who came in were allowed to choose maybe 3 items for free. I mean, how cool is that? And think about it. Doctors and nurses work very long and stressful hours. Well I know nurses do ;-) And to agree to give even more time with no pay whatsoever. Why would anyone do it?
I suppose if someone is truly good at heart and really loves taking care of people, it IS a drug to them. Before I passed my state boards (and therefore couldn't legally do nursing work) a chart would be placed at the front desk that the administrative people would get together (patients chart, current information, etc). I would take that chart and call the person back. I mean, there were all kinds of people. Young, old, healthy, ill, black, white, English-speaking, non-English speaking, ex-Mill workers, ex-Farmers... I LOVED all of it. I liked to smile at people and greet them. Get to know a little about them. Things people tell you about their past or how they are living currently will give you a hint on what is important to them and what needs to be addressed. And talking to each person is like reading a new short story.
I would get their blood pressure, pulse, temp, blood sugar, and ask them a series of questions that the doctor would need to know, or I would need to know. If a woman was over a certain age, or had certain risk factors, I would give them a card with information on how to get a free mammogram through the county. Whatever was going on with that person I would do everything I could to hook them up with a free program that many didn't know about.
See? I don't believe in big government and having them control each point in our lives. If people rally together, like this clinic, we can help people get the care they need. Without all the political wrap up and red tape. People used to care for their elderly in the community. Then they only cared for their elderly parents. Now they shuffle them off to whatever place Medicare or insurance will pay for. And unfortunately we hear of the bad instances of elderly abuse. What about the Amish? They actually build an additional "house" to their own house on the farm, called a "dawdihaus" (grandparent house). The elderly don't waste away, they are right there interacting with all of their grandchildren and children. The community. They do little things, like gardening. Life still has meaning all the way. Why can't the English world be more like that? Things are not perfect with the Amish by any means. They have their own problems. They are human like anyone else. But their committment to "the old ways" are sometimes the best. Old time wisdom. These days we want to be in control and be the best. But how often do we stop and listen to those who have already been there and have listened to their elders of their time?
Things such as this clinic remind me of how every single one of us, no exception, need to turn back to our own people. Why are we all running around stressed? I wish we could turn our world around a little at a time and set up organizations to help people in need. We all have a million issues. Look at Alcoholics Anonymous. Whether you agree with their approach, it has helped millions over the years. In nursing school, we were required to sit in on some meetings. I don't even drink alcohol, but what drives these people to drink, I can relate to. I think we all can. We all find our crutch. AA doesn't push Christianity, but it does recognize a "higher power" greater than ourselves that we can pull strength from.
Another was Narcotics Anonymous. This was harder to find a meeting I could sit in on because privacy was a huge thing for these people. They often were obtaining narcotics illegally and didn't want their name and face out there with people who could turn them in. But they were strong and seeking help. Many of them legally were using pain medication their doctor prescribed. Maybe they were in a car accident and needed Oxycontin to get by each hour of a painful day. Unfortunately, as well as these medications worked, they also led you to addiction whether you used them correctly or not. I know when I worked OB/GYN there was a very young woman who came in who was in labor. She was in a terrible accident early in her pregnancy and broke her leg. Of course, she was in terrible pain all the time. But despite being pregnant, she needed pain medication. Her baby was born addicted to narcotics. What could be done? She wasn't seeking out illegal drugs off the street. She hesitated using the pain medication, but she had no choice. I would work in the nursery and her baby would have a separate room from the other sick babies in the NICU. There was a sign on the door so people would shut the door very quietly and keep the noise down. Although this baby was in a totally separate room, any noise would set him off. He was miserable. And the cry of a drug addicted baby is heart breaking. And this poor mother. I really felt for her. She didn't ask to be in an accident. She just wanted a healthy, happy life. Of course, they both eventually did ok, but it was a rough journey. Sad.
Anyways, as you can see one topic can make me think of other topics. I have a million things I want to post about and share with all of you. If there's anything you want to ask me about, or issues you want me to discuss, either comment or shoot me an email. Love you all! Wish me luck for work tomorrow!!!
When I was first starting my nursing career I volunteered at a free clinic run by a church here in town. It was for people who did not have insurance, and therefore lacked proper health care. Doctors and nurses from the area volunteered their time to keep this clinic running. The Solid Rock Baptist church provided the space for us to set up stations where we could do a basic assessment on patients before they went on to see the physician. There were phlebotomists who would draw blood. To be honest, I don't know which company the blood was sent off to. But everything was free to the patients. Local grocery stores even donated over the counter products that were nearing their expiration date, like Tylenol, lotion, contact lens solution, etc And people who came in were allowed to choose maybe 3 items for free. I mean, how cool is that? And think about it. Doctors and nurses work very long and stressful hours. Well I know nurses do ;-) And to agree to give even more time with no pay whatsoever. Why would anyone do it?
I suppose if someone is truly good at heart and really loves taking care of people, it IS a drug to them. Before I passed my state boards (and therefore couldn't legally do nursing work) a chart would be placed at the front desk that the administrative people would get together (patients chart, current information, etc). I would take that chart and call the person back. I mean, there were all kinds of people. Young, old, healthy, ill, black, white, English-speaking, non-English speaking, ex-Mill workers, ex-Farmers... I LOVED all of it. I liked to smile at people and greet them. Get to know a little about them. Things people tell you about their past or how they are living currently will give you a hint on what is important to them and what needs to be addressed. And talking to each person is like reading a new short story.
I would get their blood pressure, pulse, temp, blood sugar, and ask them a series of questions that the doctor would need to know, or I would need to know. If a woman was over a certain age, or had certain risk factors, I would give them a card with information on how to get a free mammogram through the county. Whatever was going on with that person I would do everything I could to hook them up with a free program that many didn't know about.
See? I don't believe in big government and having them control each point in our lives. If people rally together, like this clinic, we can help people get the care they need. Without all the political wrap up and red tape. People used to care for their elderly in the community. Then they only cared for their elderly parents. Now they shuffle them off to whatever place Medicare or insurance will pay for. And unfortunately we hear of the bad instances of elderly abuse. What about the Amish? They actually build an additional "house" to their own house on the farm, called a "dawdihaus" (grandparent house). The elderly don't waste away, they are right there interacting with all of their grandchildren and children. The community. They do little things, like gardening. Life still has meaning all the way. Why can't the English world be more like that? Things are not perfect with the Amish by any means. They have their own problems. They are human like anyone else. But their committment to "the old ways" are sometimes the best. Old time wisdom. These days we want to be in control and be the best. But how often do we stop and listen to those who have already been there and have listened to their elders of their time?
Things such as this clinic remind me of how every single one of us, no exception, need to turn back to our own people. Why are we all running around stressed? I wish we could turn our world around a little at a time and set up organizations to help people in need. We all have a million issues. Look at Alcoholics Anonymous. Whether you agree with their approach, it has helped millions over the years. In nursing school, we were required to sit in on some meetings. I don't even drink alcohol, but what drives these people to drink, I can relate to. I think we all can. We all find our crutch. AA doesn't push Christianity, but it does recognize a "higher power" greater than ourselves that we can pull strength from.
Another was Narcotics Anonymous. This was harder to find a meeting I could sit in on because privacy was a huge thing for these people. They often were obtaining narcotics illegally and didn't want their name and face out there with people who could turn them in. But they were strong and seeking help. Many of them legally were using pain medication their doctor prescribed. Maybe they were in a car accident and needed Oxycontin to get by each hour of a painful day. Unfortunately, as well as these medications worked, they also led you to addiction whether you used them correctly or not. I know when I worked OB/GYN there was a very young woman who came in who was in labor. She was in a terrible accident early in her pregnancy and broke her leg. Of course, she was in terrible pain all the time. But despite being pregnant, she needed pain medication. Her baby was born addicted to narcotics. What could be done? She wasn't seeking out illegal drugs off the street. She hesitated using the pain medication, but she had no choice. I would work in the nursery and her baby would have a separate room from the other sick babies in the NICU. There was a sign on the door so people would shut the door very quietly and keep the noise down. Although this baby was in a totally separate room, any noise would set him off. He was miserable. And the cry of a drug addicted baby is heart breaking. And this poor mother. I really felt for her. She didn't ask to be in an accident. She just wanted a healthy, happy life. Of course, they both eventually did ok, but it was a rough journey. Sad.
Anyways, as you can see one topic can make me think of other topics. I have a million things I want to post about and share with all of you. If there's anything you want to ask me about, or issues you want me to discuss, either comment or shoot me an email. Love you all! Wish me luck for work tomorrow!!!
Tuesday, June 30, 2015
RIP - Vent!
I try to live humbly. I don't have the latest and greatest of anything at all. My clothes are mostly 5+ years old. Don't even ask about my car. I get a used car when the old one either dies completely or I total it in an ugly accident. And cell phone? I've used the same iPhone 3 for about 5 years maybe. The screen was badly cracked about 2 years ago. Hey, it still worked so I found no need to get a newer one. And I admit, I'm the frugal type. I'm not signing up for a 2-year cell phone contract for $100 a month just to have a new smart phone every 2 years. LOL I'm terrible!!!
But the iPhone 3 has started becoming less and less functional. Apps don't work too often and the touch screen isn't as great. So last month I convinced myself to upgrade. Not to an iPhone 6 Plus. But to a state-of-the-art iPhone 4. I absolutely loved it. Only issue, which is a HUGE issue, is that it's a Verizon phone. I do not get reliable Verizon phone service here. Metro Atlanta of all places! You'd think I'd be well covered. But I'm not. My 3 was an AT&T phone and my service was incredible.
But the apps I was able to run were incredible. A medication reminder, a blood glucose log, games, etc. I was loving it. So last night I decided to wash my bedsheets. I had my phone on the charger on my bed and I made a point of taking my phone off my bed. Since I had alot of extra room in the washer I decided to add a few more sheets that I had used. Apparently, my phone fell in this pile without me knowing it.
I immediately put my phone in rice to absorb the moisture. Not sure how long you're supposed to do this. But I tried plugging my phone in today, and sure enough, it didn't work. I don't think it will ever work again. I got one month of use out of it.
Worse, I don't have a landline. And I'm supposed to start a new job Friday. I'm just so sad about it because I used it for so much. Besides email, I have no contact with the outside world. The phone I held off for years to purchase it dead. I guess I can buy a new one for $60 that I don't have. I just need to scream.
But the iPhone 3 has started becoming less and less functional. Apps don't work too often and the touch screen isn't as great. So last month I convinced myself to upgrade. Not to an iPhone 6 Plus. But to a state-of-the-art iPhone 4. I absolutely loved it. Only issue, which is a HUGE issue, is that it's a Verizon phone. I do not get reliable Verizon phone service here. Metro Atlanta of all places! You'd think I'd be well covered. But I'm not. My 3 was an AT&T phone and my service was incredible.
But the apps I was able to run were incredible. A medication reminder, a blood glucose log, games, etc. I was loving it. So last night I decided to wash my bedsheets. I had my phone on the charger on my bed and I made a point of taking my phone off my bed. Since I had alot of extra room in the washer I decided to add a few more sheets that I had used. Apparently, my phone fell in this pile without me knowing it.
I immediately put my phone in rice to absorb the moisture. Not sure how long you're supposed to do this. But I tried plugging my phone in today, and sure enough, it didn't work. I don't think it will ever work again. I got one month of use out of it.
Worse, I don't have a landline. And I'm supposed to start a new job Friday. I'm just so sad about it because I used it for so much. Besides email, I have no contact with the outside world. The phone I held off for years to purchase it dead. I guess I can buy a new one for $60 that I don't have. I just need to scream.
Monday, June 29, 2015
6/29/15: iPhone Gripes
I have an iPhone 4. I'm pretty humble all around, but I'm definitely not the type to have the latest and greatest phone. My phone was like $80 and it does everything I need it to. No reason to sign into a 2-year expensive contract just to get a phone that's MSRP at $700. I don't have a contract. I signed up for Straight Talk and it's like $40 a month. It says that it's unlimited data, but from what I hear if you use alot of data it will start to slow down to where it's next to useless. 99% of the time I run off of wi-fi anyways so it's never been an issue for me. BUT the BIGGEST complaint I have is that the phone I bought was a Verizon phone. It runs off Verizon cell towers. I have ALWAYS used AT&T phones. Didn't really think twice about it. But I literally get very little phone service from my home. It's annoyingly hilarious how I play Phone Twister. My Pennsylvania buddy and I can talk for 3 or 4 hours at a time. But now I have to lay in the middle of my bed, on my stomach, and I cannot move my head. Sometimes I have to suddenly move into a different position where I have one arm bent in the air holding the phone, halfway on my side. Sometimes I have to sit at my front door. Sometimes I have to stand in the middle of my driveway. Once, I almost had to stand in the middle of the street. "CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?" Ugh. As soon as I get the money I'm selling this phone for an AT&T phone. It was great the time I received a call telling me I got the job I was interviewing for and we got cut off twice!!!!! I was so angry.
Staying Motivated to Walk: RunKeeper App!
Because I want to improve on my blood sugar numbers (I am a Type 1 diabetic) I have decided to get back to walking. I used to do it all the time and loved it! I LOVE music and this is my opportunity to be alone with my thoughts. Fortunately, most of my favorite music is very upbeat with a great tempo for walking. My thing is that I hate walking during the day. I'm weird like that. I feel like people are watching me and criticizing. Like "Look at that fat chick trying to get healthy". Haha... I'm so hard on myself. I mentally abuse myself, I swear. And I shouldn't put myself down. But that's another story for another day.
Anyways, so back to walking. I downloaded an app that I HIGHLY recommend. I'm not getting any monetary compensation for promoting it. I'm promoting it because the features are top notch. The name of it is RunKeeper. It's for anyone, whether running or walking. So here is a screenshot. It's not from my personal screen, just one I found online.
So let me point out a few things in each screen. First of all, I highly recommend connecting the app to Facebook. You are able to connect with other friends from Facebook and see what activity they have been doing. I think it's great for motivation, especially if you have a friend that wants to lose weight/get healthy with you. If they see you haven't been walking or running in awhile they can get on to you and push you to keep going. If you allow it, it can also post to your Facebook page that you just worked out! Be proud of your hard work!!!
Ok, so the screen on the left. It keeps track of how many miles you walked. As you can see with this lady, she ran 6.2 miles in the current month of October. Then it compares her previous month of September where she ran 4.5 miles. She can see that she's accomplished more this month than last month. It looks as though she set a goal for herself of 100 miles. All in all she has run 71.7 miles. It keeps track of your pace and at the bottom of the screen you can see her record pace was 11:45/mile.
The next screen shows her current workout session. At that current point she was running for 23 minutes 47 seconds. I generally shoot for 1 hour of walking at this point to begin with. So it's great this app keeps track of that so if I fall short, I can push myself to keep going. Using GPS it keeps track of your speed. It's not shown in this particular image, but it has a map of the area you're walking. It colors a line to show your route. I think that's a really cool feature. So of course it also shows your current distance for that session. I don't really have a distance goal, but I try to aim for 2 miles per session.
The next screen shows a list of your friends that you're linked to from Facebook that also use the app. It's pretty fun to see who is in the lead. I'm currently 3rd place of my friends, which is ok. I'm not really the competitive type. Right now I'm just trying to stay focused and making a routine of it. I don't want to give up. Maybe once I'm addicted to walking/running I can push myself to beat my buddy Omar who is the workout king LOL
The last screen displays a feature where you can post your workout for the world to see on Facebook. If you want to leave a comment about your workout you can type it here before you post.
So, it's a great app. Everything I explained to you is totally free. There are options that you can pay for, but I'm super cheap and I don't see a reason to hyper-analyze my walks. Oh! I forgot to mention. It also tells you your elevation. So if you're walking up and down hill alot it will give you credit for that.
Here's the links. Hope they work. If not, please comment and let me know. If you use this app leave comments below of your experience!
Anyways, so back to walking. I downloaded an app that I HIGHLY recommend. I'm not getting any monetary compensation for promoting it. I'm promoting it because the features are top notch. The name of it is RunKeeper. It's for anyone, whether running or walking. So here is a screenshot. It's not from my personal screen, just one I found online.
So let me point out a few things in each screen. First of all, I highly recommend connecting the app to Facebook. You are able to connect with other friends from Facebook and see what activity they have been doing. I think it's great for motivation, especially if you have a friend that wants to lose weight/get healthy with you. If they see you haven't been walking or running in awhile they can get on to you and push you to keep going. If you allow it, it can also post to your Facebook page that you just worked out! Be proud of your hard work!!!
Ok, so the screen on the left. It keeps track of how many miles you walked. As you can see with this lady, she ran 6.2 miles in the current month of October. Then it compares her previous month of September where she ran 4.5 miles. She can see that she's accomplished more this month than last month. It looks as though she set a goal for herself of 100 miles. All in all she has run 71.7 miles. It keeps track of your pace and at the bottom of the screen you can see her record pace was 11:45/mile.
The next screen shows her current workout session. At that current point she was running for 23 minutes 47 seconds. I generally shoot for 1 hour of walking at this point to begin with. So it's great this app keeps track of that so if I fall short, I can push myself to keep going. Using GPS it keeps track of your speed. It's not shown in this particular image, but it has a map of the area you're walking. It colors a line to show your route. I think that's a really cool feature. So of course it also shows your current distance for that session. I don't really have a distance goal, but I try to aim for 2 miles per session.
The next screen shows a list of your friends that you're linked to from Facebook that also use the app. It's pretty fun to see who is in the lead. I'm currently 3rd place of my friends, which is ok. I'm not really the competitive type. Right now I'm just trying to stay focused and making a routine of it. I don't want to give up. Maybe once I'm addicted to walking/running I can push myself to beat my buddy Omar who is the workout king LOL
The last screen displays a feature where you can post your workout for the world to see on Facebook. If you want to leave a comment about your workout you can type it here before you post.
So, it's a great app. Everything I explained to you is totally free. There are options that you can pay for, but I'm super cheap and I don't see a reason to hyper-analyze my walks. Oh! I forgot to mention. It also tells you your elevation. So if you're walking up and down hill alot it will give you credit for that.
Here's the links. Hope they work. If not, please comment and let me know. If you use this app leave comments below of your experience!
Download RunKeeper for your iPhone or Android smartphone
Saturday, June 27, 2015
Alice Meme
Alice the Amish Pup has a new meme. It fits her because just today she was barking strong at a jogger. Daddy sticks his head out the door to yell at her to stop & get in the house. I know this is EXACTLY what she was thinking:
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